glaciers of ice...

thanks to everyone who's sent me messages and advice and offers to help and pray and other good thoughts. it is all appreciated, and i will respond to each of you. i had to get away from the computer for a couple of days. you know how that goes.



so i haven't written an article for a magazine in a couple of years, but i think i'm doing a story on raekwon for this skate mag. i'm supposed to get on the phone with the chef this week i think... any questions y'all want me to ask him?



so much stuff to write to you about, but it's 4:37am and i'm tired and i just bought the new issue of xxl with suge knight on the cover. i never buy rap magazines anymore, but addi told me this was a good interview, and i need to read something to put me to sleep. on my bedside table (read: the floor beside my futon) right now is some collection of existentialist writings that i borrowed from rich (i'd never read any of this shit before, had no idea what it was all about, but i'm reading and i'm like "oh, this is pretty much what i've always thought, i didn't know it had a name," kind of like how i felt when i discovered taoism in my teens), a comic book bible (which is quite entertaining, i'll write more about it later, as i have lots of questions), and the latest issue of men's health (yeah, i'm going to flatten my gut in six weeks and learn how to not get cancer!).



g'night,
ryan