tennis...

it's a strange feeling, when somebody you consider yourself close to, seems to shut you out of their life... and you sense that things are going on, that the person's life is changing, that there are things they're not telling you... and then you wonder if, perhaps they're simply busy, and will reach out eventually, but you feel like it's more than that, that there is a purposeful cut-off in contact, that there are things they don't want to tell you... are you being paranoid? are you being pushy, expecting more communication? i really have no idea... the difficult part is preparing yourself to not speak to that person anymore, if that should be the case... so, you make one last serve, and put on your blindfold, the ball is in their court, and you're not sure you want to see what they're going to do with it...